Friday, June 21, 2013

Delusion, Chapter 2

Here's Chapter 2 for Delusion. We get to know Jimmy, our little-brother-in-distress and The Witch, our villain. I'm not sure how much more of this I'll post on the blog since I still have hopes of marketing it some day, but if someone would like to read the whole thing send me an email (jmsudar@gmail.com) and we can talk. Enjoy.


Chapter 2

“Here’s to not having to do our jobs.”
Dave raised his glass, sealing Edwin’s toast. As a college town in the middle of nowhere, Pullman had no shortage of bars. Rico’s was one of the few in the city where graduate students and faculty outnumbered undergrad patrons. Craft beer filled the air with the scent of hops, malts, and roasts. Off in a corner, the four burly paramedics sipped whiskey sours and tried their best to fight their natural urge to party like athletes. The ambulance driver watched them, sipping a ginger ale, having a vicarious good time.
            “So, how are things at Eastern?”
            “Not much in either direction since you left, Dave. We still have little fits of apathy in some of the staff, but luckily they’re enough of a minority that we can make them take vacations to recharge. It’s nothing like back in the seventies.”
            Dave nodded his approval and shot his beer to drown the memory of the time his friend referenced.
            The doctors had gone to college together, done medical rounds together, and finally wound up at Eastern one ward apart. In their graduation pictures they looked like the same person with a few details tweaked. Once Dave left Eastern, the details sharpened. He’d avoided Edwin’s growing bald spot. Beneath a button up shirt Dave kept a trim figure while Edwin had the type of gut that earned adult-onset diabetes. Every morning, Edwin took a chemical cocktail to fight heart disease while Dave had orange juice. Dave kept the same glasses prescription while Edwin’s grew into telescopes. It was the price Dr. Harrison paid to add ‘Chief of Staff’ to his credentials.
            “So,” Harrison ran a finger around the rim of his glass, “are you going to make me ask?”
            Dave took another drink. “Ask what?”
            “There’s my answer. Who was that young woman that got Buddy to take his medication?”
            “She works at the clubhouse.”
            “That’s what she does. Now who is she? I’ve never seen anyone talk a delusional client out of their own head when things are going to hell like that. Is she some messianic grad student? Freud reborn? Sherlock Holmes with a psych PhD? What?”
            Dave drained his glass and clinked it onto the bar. “She’s Rebecca Collins.”
            A three-inch thick file folder opened in Harrison’s head. “Collins?”
            “Yes. That Collins.”
            “Jesus. I never would have recognized her.”
            “I know.”
            Harrison sat back and finished his own drink. The rest of his questions went unasked. Most of them disappeared, but one remained. It itched as he shook hands and farewelled Dave. He continued to wonder as the ambulance crew loaded up and started the drive home.
            The question was, how long would it be before Collins, Rebecca, appeared in his caseload at Eastern?
            They left Pullman full of beer and glad that it was the only thing they were bringing with them. The highway led them away from the Snake River Canyon, where Rebecca twitched in her dreams. At a fork, the driver (sober as a bird and bitter as if he were caged) noticed the sign marked “Colton”, urging them to take a right. He kept to the left. The name was familiar to him, but only as another eastern Washington small city that he knew nothing about.
            The first thing he didn’t know was that Colton was a city of numbers. It was a line item to the state budget committees. Population, less than two thousand. Percentile for revenue profit, eleventh. Poverty level, seventy-five percent. Budget priority, bottom ten percent.
            Most people knew of Colton as a landmark. “Keep going twenty miles past Colton… You’ll see Colton on the left… The big building over there? That’s part of Colton…” Very few people knew what the city produced. They assumed it was another farm community, even though the land had fallowed decades earlier. Even fewer knew how the city was formed, as the entire story fit in a single volume crammed in the basement of the city library, which had burned down. No one bothered to spare it a thought. Just another tiny eastern Washington city.
            City was a generous term. Huge expanses of rocky, sun-punished ground stretched between the clusters of buildings where people lived. An old factory, a coal power plant, and a shipping warehouse gave the only hint of work within the city, and they were all shuttered with plywood and chained up doors. The only business was the Colton General Store, selling off-brand products at welfare prices.
In the fifties, a few Coltonites who understood that their home was dying reached out for life support. They pooled money, polled and campaigned, then built piers, shipping, and fuel supplies for traffic on the Snake River. For one glorious quarter, money flowed into the city. New jobs appeared, working with sailors who had plenty of stories, servicing ships the size of buildings. Rumors spread, saying there was work in some place called Colton.
Then the dams came. The river dropped, and the shining new port rose high away from the water’s edge, perched on bone-dry pylons. The city begged for more money to rebuild, but by then the rumors had died and they were a number again, droning in monotone about their budget priority.
People left. Education grew costly, drink grew cheap. The good people, the ones who wanted to keep their home and see it thrive, found themselves outnumbered ten to one by people on government money who believed in ‘good enough.’ Colton kept existing as a landmark past a mysterious road sign.
Twelve grain siloes marked the eastern edge of the city. They rose from the ground in a straight line, a picket fence. Ten of them held dust. One held grain. New power lines piped electricity into the last silo. Inside, spotlights lit the cement and metal interior. It was spotless, but the stink of grain dust lingered, infused into the interior. A mattress and a few blankets sprawled near the door. Cords trailing from the wall led to a microwave near a pallet of bottled water and a freezer filled with boxed meals. A toilet and sink jutted from the corrugated steel nearby, fed by bare copper pipes.
            Green and red lights blinked in the darkness past the living area. Two-dozen computer towers dotted the floor, arranged in clusters connected by a labyrinth of wires. The coils joined into arteries that led to a monitor, casting a white glow against the far wall.
            Jimmy Collins proofread lines of code on the screen. The information bits sketched pathways made of glowing light in his mind. They twined together into a net, then twisted into a pattern. He checked and double-checked, then looked out to his computer towers. The pattern knit between them, strung in beams of light. The image in his head matched the image on screen. Time to see if it worked.
            Doctors called his condition synesthesia, the blending of one sense with another. For some people with it, the taste of bacon sounded like a pleasant hum while liver screeched like a scratched chalkboard. Others smelled blue and yellow and red, and when they were unlucky, gray. Tchaikovsky, the famous composer, saw patterns in music as lines of color on the staff, which danced across the page and through the air as they were played. Jimmy also saw color that played, expanded and created, but his instrument was the computer. His colors were code.
            He pressed enter and the code began. The first tower glowed, light filling it from bottom to top like water filling a glass. Before it overflowed, a beam shot to the next tower. It filled and spread to two more. The light doubled again and again, until the net he’d seen in his mind glowed in front of him. When the last tower shone, the net doubled back on itself, twisting, and the pattern appeared.
            Tendrils of light writhed upwards. They met into the air and spliced like a rope. It contorted into one knot, then two, then four. The light divided and knotted in an endless pattern, growing more intricate as seconds ticked by, but there was no originality. Nothing more than what he programmed appeared.
            He hung his head as the code ran its course and the light dimmed. It had been beautiful, it had been intricate, but it led nowhere. The experiment was a failure.         
            Something landed on the metal roof above him. Skittering taps echoed through the silo. It was the sound of talons. He glanced at the clock in the corner of his screen, and realized it had to be dark outside.
            The Witch had come.
            He hit a kill switch with practiced speed. The towers went dead. The monitor flashed white and blinked out. He barreled underneath the computer desk into a rat’s nest of wires.
            Above, the steel whined as a claw scored a line in the roof. She was hungry.
            Deep crimson glowed in the blackness of the silo. A beam of light, red that darkened into black spots, dangled from the ceiling. It’s end twitched like a cat’s tail, then swung through the air. It animated into a tentacle, prehensile, that swept against the corrugated walls of the silo. It probed between the computer towers. Jimmy saw himself in its glow as it tapped the ground inches away from him. He pulled his legs in and wrapped his body tight. It crept closer. He could almost hear her licking her lips, breathing rapid as she sniffed him out.
            She was cruel, but not smart. He had to play along, let her think she was winning until he could get away.
            His left hand dug into the computer cords on the floor. He found a tight one and looped his arm into it. When it was a twisted skein and his veins ballooned blue out of pale gray skin, he waited. White-hot tingles moved up and down the suffocating flesh, sounding the alarm that it was dying.
            A whimper crawled up his throat and escaped into the air. She smelled it. Drool ran down the corners of her fanged mouth, falling tat tat tat onto the roof. The red and black light below thrashed in excitement.
            Aching, throbbing, stabbing hurt coursed out of his arm and bled into his lungs. He choked it out as red mist that floated up to her. She breathed deep.
            His mind retreated to sanctuary as his body screamed. He saw whitish blue light, uncurling in spirals that drifted through the air. A whisper crept out of the light and settled over him, warm.
            And here you are.
            Needles of pain proved too much for Jimmy Collins. His screams echoed against the steel walls, filling it to the brim. Outside, she sucked at the mist in his screams. Sated, she grinned with pointed teeth and melted back into the inky night.
            And here you are.
            The whisper sounded in time with his heartbeat as he freed his arm and soothed the hurt. He shut his eyes and saw the whitish blue light, listening over and over until the pain had left enough for him to think.
            And here you are.
            Soft thoughts turned hard. The whitish blue light darkened into cobalt. It uncurled, rail straight and needle thin, pointed at the end like a stiletto. Code that made light like blue daggers traced in front of his eyes. When the time was right, he’d use it, but that time hadn’t come. Fighting was a risk he couldn’t take until his work was done.
            The night’s code was a failure but his formulas were solid. All he needed was new input, enough to give the push that would bring the light to life. One person stuck out in his mind as smart enough to give that input.
His left hand pulsed with stinging blood. His right took a smartphone from his pocket. The message he needed to send hovered in front of him. He blinked, and the message turned to ones and zeroes that shimmered, green and red. He transcribed them, one at a time onto his phone and pressed send. The string of red and green light trailed up through the ceiling and out into the night.     
            The Witch loomed in the sky, framed by the moonlight. There were more meals for her in Colton. She flapped her wings, scanning the city below, searching where to send her light next.
Twinkling greens and reds traced by her in a line, heading away from the city. She growled, talons flexing at the sight. Someone was taunting her, but she couldn’t read the light and she’d never know who it was. She was cruel, but not smart.
            In his silo, Jimmy made a bed in the tangled wires, clutching his throbbing arm close. He drifted off to shallow sleep, thinking soft thoughts again.